Northeaster - Unblessed

[HOOK]
Every night I feel depressed, yeah
I have a smile but that's - fake
I guess my soul is compressed, yeah
Am I the one who's unblessed? Damn.
(x2)
 
[VERSE-I]
I probably had the toughest childhood
Everybody tried to decide for my good
Acting as if they know better than me
What do you except from a broken family

I'm all on my own, I got nobody that I can trust
My phone won't ring, did my friends turn into dust
It's me, my pen and this paper I write on
I got no power left so I start to tight ropes

Why I'm always have to be the one to be strong?
I have no idea how I fuckin' survived this long
'Cuz no matter what I do, I'm endin' up in the wrong

Now, I know that everybody has a different problem
And even though I have been given the bliss of stardom
I just feel like this fuckin' world is hiding awesome
So all that I can do is sit down and write an album

[HOOK]
Every night I feel depressed, yeah
I have a smile but that's - fake
I guess my soul is compressed, yeah
Am I the one who's unblessed? Damn.
(x2)

[OUTRO]
So help me, oh boy!
I don't wanna be acting like I'm happy (happy)
How pathetic that'd be
If I spent a lifetime without bein' me (bein' me)
(x2)